Yes, what did become of those girls who bullied me: Kate Middleton at Downe House School

Duchess of Cambridge

Petronella Wyatt in her article in the Daily Mail wrote about her experiences of bullying at a private school and how she identifies with the similar experiences Kate Middleton endured when she was at Downe House. Wyatt goes on to say that she wanted to leave but her father chose to keep her at the school as he felt that life, unfortunately, is made up of ‘unpleasant people’ and that you have to find a way dealing with it/them. This article took me down memory lane forcing me to remember my own experiences. The school I went to was a rough comprehensive school, and when I finally left, it was such a relief. I liken my experience to a soldier returning from war with all the wounds and some permanent scars; I left school I felt, in a similar fashion. The experience definitely made me strong but I found it difficult to trust people and whatever relationships I had with them was never long-term. But just as Wyatt had asked the question which I always scolded myself for even thinking, and that was – what ever happened to those bullies? Did they do well in life?

Bullying for me was either being physically pushed around, ignored, called names and all the time trying very hard not to end up in tears. In those days you couldn’t complain to your parents (they just told me to get on with it), and you certainly didn’t have Esther Rantzen’s helpline to call and the teachers simply got fed up of punishing the bullies. I had a few friends but their loyalty was inconsistent because they felt it safer to stay on the side of the bullies.

I wasn’t aware of it but I was told that I had an ‘air’ about me and took a studious approach to school work that the other girls didn’t understand and did not like. The irony about this is that some of those girls were cleverer than me and most times performed better than me in exams, but they didn’t appreciate what they had and could not appreciate that I had to work to be ‘intelligent’. It did not help that I was attractive to the guys and the most attractive of them wanted to date me. It also didn’t help that I had parents who made sure my eye was always on that ball. My parents were oblivious to comments like they were behaving above their station or they were being ‘too ambitious’ as they were simply unconcerned about what other people thought. They pushed me like crazy to do the piano lessons, violin lessons, tap and ballet lessons, saxophone lessons to pass the entrance exam to a college of music and years later to get into University. When everyone was going to disco’s, having illicit relationships with boys and a quick fag in the toilets, I was at home seething with anger as my parents insisted that I should get on and continue either playing those scales or learning my Shakespeare! The number of medals, certificates and performing on stage (and being mentioned in the local paper) did not endear me to these girls, it just further alienated me from them and as a result, life was a constant misery without anyone having any idea that it was happening.

I married some years ago and my partner has become a successful banker. We have managed to live in seven cities, two countries, and at the same time have an interesting lifestyle. No doubt. But as for those who gave me hell, when I go back to my parents home I see them, or they see me and quickly cross over the road. I also see they’ve been burdened with having to look after a family from a young age or a few of them have gotten into lifestyles that can only make me take my breath away. I try not to give this too much thought otherwise I feel guilty of smugness.

I was determined that once I had kids and because I would hate for them to experience what I went through, my husband and I decided that our daughter would go to a boarding school and obviously it is a big welcome that there are now such things as anti-bullying policies and an awareness of how young people feel . Well before the story emerged about Kate Middleton’s time at Downe House, I selected this school and a few others as possible potentials. A beautiful school, a friendly Head, posh but serious-minded and intelligent girls. As to whether it was possible to detect that any bullying went on, it was difficult to say as the girls looked really happy. But we selected another school instead and so far, our daughter seems to be enjoying herself, as well as working hard!

From following all these media stories about Kate Middleton, I take it that it is more the media speculating as opposed to knowing what actually happened to Kate. We do not know what she experienced at Downe House but I do feel that whatever her experiences, she has been forced her to develop a thick skin: not really caring what people say or think. Kate speaks for all us who have played the role of Cinderella surrounded by so many ugly jealous sisters where we have emerged to marry our ‘prince’. May sound cheesy but I say well done to her and well done to the rest of us.

5 thoughts on “Yes, what did become of those girls who bullied me: Kate Middleton at Downe House School

  1. Thank your for this blog and the article. My own experiences were minor in comparison I expect but I do remember a few instances both at school and working life where I appeared to be ‘hated’ and found out later I was wrongly targeted as being ‘too nice, too kind and made the ‘others’ feel threatened.) Not true I was being normal but got judged anyway. I am eternally grateful I too found my ‘prince’ and we together we have formed our lives and family. I am grateful too for finding faith that has in every way given life good meaning. Peace! Grace!

  2. Thanks for your response Faye. Sometimes I feel as though there is a price to be paid when you are achieving ie, members of my family would resent me but I know deep down they are angry at themselves. I just ask that I am given strength, to continue to love and the hardest, to forgive. But I also think I have a right, to put some distance between myself and whoever chooses to be negative about me.

  3. Thank you for visiting my blog last year and giving your experience on bullying. I apologize for the late response. It is very sad when children have to endure bullying at school. I hope that one day the system will learn how to eradicate it once and for all. Your blog is inspiring.

  4. Hi Beverley, no problem. I found that as I pray and meditate more these days, I realise that things happen for a reason. Maya Angelou once said on TV that when she was nine or eleven years old, she was raped by an Uncle. She said if she had not had that experience, she wouldn’t have gotten to where she was, in life. She admitted that it was a strange thing for her to say but she felt it was her truth. For me, I feel as though the bullying kept me away from certain groups people, gangs, which would have been so easy to get involved. If I had, people would have led me to no good. As a result, it kept me on a certain path, never allowing me deviate. I am grateful for this. Thanks for finding inspiration in my blog. Take care and many blessings to you.

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